I am a perfectionist. I can’t help it. Not only am I a first born but I am expected to fill that roll accordingly. I’ll admit it. Lately, I’ve given up. I don’t want to be the strong one anymore. I don’t want to be the one that gets the call when something needs to [...]
Today brings joy and pain… a time of celebration and a time of mourning.
August 25, 2011 By
Today is Mark’s birthday. He would be 36 years old. The boys would have called him to wish him a happy birthday and he would have told them what they would be doing this weekend to celebrate. I don’t know where he would take them but I assure you it would involve cheesecake and a [...]
Arms Empty, Heart Full
July 27, 2011 By
Every morning I am awakened by the tickle of thin blonde hair on my nose. My little bebe likes to crawl right up under me and nestle his head somewhere between my neck and chin. Sometimes I just lay there, pretending to sleep, just so he can awaken me when he rises. He gets up [...]
